To my broken-hearted friend, You're not going to understand it today, nor will you understand it tomorrow, or even the next day ... Time will disappear as broken conversations and blurred moments haunt your memories. You will spend far too much time trying to make sense of it all, only to discover that there was nothing to make sense of. It was what it was, and it is what it is. One day you're going to see him, and you will realize that the "love of your life" was not actually the love FOR your life. You will see him, and while your eyes may still admire his crooked smile, your heart will whisper, "it is time"...& Just like that, without any grand finale, it will all be okay. Without warning, through all of the "whys" and "what ifs", it will become clear that he was but a lesson disguised by love. He taught you the humility of rejection. He taught you the importance of standing your ground. He forced you to find your self worth, And pushed you to be bold. Without even trying, his absence taught you one million things about yourself, and while he may never know what he truly missed out on... You finally would. Suddenly, you will no longer need him to want you. You will truly believe that you are whole all on your own. Suddenly, you will accept that sometimes even the deepest of loves isn't always yours to keep. Sometimes, the love of your life is merely a lesson to be learned. Yet don't let cliche words discourage you dear child. You are not forsaking the fairytale. It is okay to let go... It is okay to say goodbye to the love. I promise you, My word do I promise you... The love for your life patiently awaits your arrival at the final page of this chapter. Turn the page beautiful girl. Take a deep breath, turn the page, and dive head first into the love that truly matters. I promise you, you will never regret it. You're worth the whole world and more.
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